Ah mate, I know that I'm neither here nor there in the grand scheme of things. But it's the blasé attitude of "oh well it'll be inconvenient but we can do it" that I don't like. It's not inconvenient for me, it's life altering. I genuinely don't know if I can do it again.
I was tidying some stuff up yesterday and found the paramedics report when they got called here at 4 in the morning. That was five months ago. There have been some big steps then because seriously, I was that close to calling it a day altogether. Put me back in that position again (and I have more at stake now) and I don't know. I genuinely don't know. It's a hell of a risk.
I'm not saying it's easy to choose between protecting 85 year olds in care homes and 39 year olds with what they used to call manic depression. Neither are ideal. Just don't portray it as one should suck it up for the other because I certainly don't do it the other way.
There's certainly no easy way through it that covers all bases and keeps everyone, relatively at least, happy at the same time.
I think flip-flapping between periods of stricter measures and more relaxed is probably the best way to manage things until a vaccine is widely available, or some other means of controlling/treating this condition. Would I be right in thinking shorter periods of this type of restriction would be easier for someone such as yourself to deal with? If it was limited to 2-4 week periods of strict measures, say you might have to pick one of the three of your immediate support network for that period as your only physical contact but with the prospect that you've then got 8-10 weeks of almost normality to make up for lost time before something similar being enforced once more. That may be more palatable for some I'd imagine than 2-3 months or more of fairly strict controls that are slowly, and somewhat confusingly relaxed, on a haphazard timetable that impossible to predict.
My mind wandered off on my last post before I reached this point, but my main line of thinking was just the way people's attitudes have changed and how that perhaps reinforces some of the talk early on when lockdown was delayed that the idea of 'lockdown fatigue' would creep in if entered too early and thus prolonged. I think for some people they have just lost interest in it, it's lost it's sense of importance perhaps and so their compliance with the rules is now more difficult to obtain. You couple that with mismatch restriction in different areas, the sense of jealously that can create, and you've got an even bigger job trying to get people to toe the line when they can see others not being asked to do the same. I've seen some lose explanations of the criteria for localised lockdowns but without better clarity and communication people are going to make their own conclusions based on the slim information available, generally infection numbers/rates, and so you get this sniping at different areas with lower numbers that remain in lower tiers when it's not really that simple, at least I hope not.
The psychological side of things is going to be a really difficult thing to manage, how to manage peoples expectations and promote conformity with the rules. I've seen a few things this week with lads I know through football that have shown up some big differences.
Firstly we had the announcement of some restrictions when Nottingham was confirmed to be going into tier 3, our team is 'based' within the tier 3 area and so could now only play other teams in that area, not allowed to travel outside of it. However, majority of our players live outside of that area so we'd have perhaps been better able to get a team out if considered tier 1 or 2 and grouped with those teams instead. There was a real mix of people happy to consider themselves in different tiers dependent on whether it'd better enable them to continue to play or avoid the risk of mixing, trying to find ways around the limitations or play them in our favour some how. Eventually asked the league to postpone all our games through the 28 day period to save people being silly and making their own rules.
Then today witnessed even greater nonsense between the group of lads we used to play with last year, one of their players was turned away from work Monday with a temperature so got tested and today found out he had covid, que the bunfight. Some lads desperate to get in on the track and trace list or just went straight ahead and booked tests themselves, two weeks off work in isolation right on half term and all that. Then you've got others equally desperate to avoid it, centre halves saying it didn't matter to them because lad who'd got it played up front and had been miles away from them all game because they knew two weeks off work for them meant two weeks with no pay. So everyone is in their groupchat spamming their own justification for their course of action, posting links and screengrabs of different supporting information based on different interpretations of contact to suit their desired outcome.
Obviously action has to come from the top down but whatever the rules and measures that are chosen, finding a way to communicate and encourage compliance among the masses has to be a priority, it needs everyone to buy in regardless otherwise it all just become a fractured measure. I think that's why it's so difficult, no matter what you try to plot as the best way of dealing with it, somewhere it's going to be detrimental to individuals or groups and so you're going to struggle to get that buy in which means you don't get the level of compliance required to make it work.