Need somewhere to just put some talk out there, not looking for anything in particular.
Not really been myself last few days, been having a bit of a downturn. It happens, quite regualrly annoyingly, but felt a bit different this week. Been a real struggle and had a bit of a breakdown this evening.
Not felt as bad as this for about 6/7 years when I was at my absolute worst. I've hidden myself away in bed, and praying things turn for the better tomorrow.
As I said earlier, not looking anything from anyone, just need a place to type and release, hoping it will be cathartic